obi-won kenobi.. yeah so i had no damn RP title.
[updated:LAST EDITED ON Dec-26-02 AT 11:38 AM (EST)](fade in: the area is a library, a public library. The rows of books are on shaky stands. The stands are covered with dust, and books of forgotten authors, and well-known ones. The camera swoops down the “B” as we see Burgess, and then over to the “D” section, where we see Nikolai Ash wearing black suede pants, black loafers, and a red sweater with a black trim. He is also sporting a light red dress shirt with the collar ruffled from underneath, and poking out of the neck. His hair is neat, and combed to one side, and lightly sprit zed with gel. His hand reaches up among the D section and with his finger searches the titles and books, he stops at an author we know, and ironically suitable for the time of year. He pulls out the book, and the camera catches a glimpse of a Charles Dickens novel. He holds the book to his chest and begins to look into the camera.)
Yes.. help, help the ones who need assistance in their life.. to make them see the light, see their mistakes, and send them on a path to somewhat higher consciousness? And who was I here to help this time? Why you Maelstrom, of course, who else would need my assistance more than you? Who needs to attain greater well-being and self assurance than you? I see no one of course, but you. I myself was once like you, until I had an altercation that for ever changed my life.. maybe this will change your life and make you realize all you’ve done, and continue to do to everyone around you.. maybe your brain as it rots inside of your cavernous skull, and the gray mass gradually makes its way out of your cranium you will begin to realize that “I should have listened, I should have repented, I SHOULD HAVE DONE WHAT I WAS TOLD!” Then in one last breath you will grasp for the nearest table, and pull it down upon you, table cloth and accoutrements in all upon you and when the coroner comes to look at your body they’ll not know what happened and just cast it off as some suicide.. some man who had apparitions in his head, and caused him to slaughter his family and then himself? Who knows, is that an awkward possibility, or is it all too close to home?
::clearing throat::
..I am never one to judge whether the tricks my mind plays, and the way my peripheral visions play some chicanery on my brain. I am also never one to judge another ones advice, and not at least listen to it first and contemplate my actions… but I take it you aren’t one of those people, you just want me to waste my time trying to help you.. and try to convince me I am …uh.. crazy perhaps? And that you are truly sane and need no help. See I do not have “ready made” answers as you mentioned before, I am more of a Mad Lib.. heh. I am waiting for the answers to come to me, so I can piece them together and make sense of the madness before my… the slaughter on my hands.
You Maelstrom still doubt me, even though you may have already witnessed my talents the weeks prior to this.. have you not? Have you not seen me take on combatants before, or were you too busy trapped inside the penthouse of your melon to be able to pay attention to me in the ring? Were you unable to see my ability? Are you too good for me? If that’s so, then just tell me now.. so I know this going in.. so I can assure myself, that when I face you, to damage you mental, and physically so that you can realize the demented demeanor you have.. the lack of contempt, the callus nature of your ability. For I cannot let you continue to do this… I cant, I JUST CANT. Sorry.. I apologize for my outbursts today. Now I can not say that I can “read minds” or am any type of soothsayer.. I just believe I am what I am, and I know what I know. I do not take what I know for granted, I appreciate it.. I do not ask questions about it.. for it is to high a power for even me to get.
…words words words. You ask me not to recycle my statements, but speaking is the only way besides when we’re in the ring that I can get my point across. I have only one point to mention, only one point that matters against you… were you another combatant, I’d say it’d be different.. quite different.. but on first assessment.. I had an image engrained in my head and that is what I still have today, and will have even after our match. I am not trying to dress up my words, or anything else.. “y’reckon?” I am just restating my opinions and ideas, and as much as you supposedly hate to talk about it… you still babble on as much as me, about it.. and try to deny it.. and seem angrier than me on occasion. Is it that you’re simply annoyed, or just troubled that I know how you are, and you assumed that no one else did? Do I bring something out of you Maelstrom? Or should I not even answer that, for I know the answer “No.” or at least that’s the answer you want us to know…You can say you do this all to toss the fallacy back in my face, how absurd. Why is it that you cannot simply trip me up on some other idea? Why, do you not have your own? Were you not brought up to think on your own, do you conform to pop culture..? Are you a drone, a zombie, do you do what you are told to do by the conglomerates and the “Man” and people in charge? Are you their puppet, you lemming.
::takes a sip of water and rubs brow::
Cerebral assassin? I am not a surgeon. Nor am I, going to be dissecting your brain with a scalpel or a shotgun, or a sniper rifle. For remember, this is the Midwest.. not Washington.
::chuckles oddly and then stop quickly and sternly::
..maybe a medium level is all you can have? Maybe you have set up yourself to be on that level of mediocrity? Your pathetic attempts to rattle me, and such have gone nowhere. It is easier to comprehend and get through to a Cold War Russian leader than to you. So go one and talk to me about your accomplishments, for I do not care.. about those, I only care about the bad.. the evil.. the putrid.. etc etc.. unlike most, I reiterate.. I am here to help. The truth is meant to be defied.. if there weren’t lies, we’d have no political leaders..
::drops book to the ground, it opens to a picture of the ghost of Christmas past::
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