If there is a way to end the suffering, there is no need to worry.
[FADE IN. “The Dragon” is relaxing at the arena, a few hours before the TEAM second round Philadelphia matches are set to take place. He’s sitting on top of one of the empty flight-cases, one leg hanging over the edge, whilst his left leg is bent with his left arm resting on it. His eyes are closed and he’s taking deep breathes – one might think he’s meditating. A cough from the cameraman causes Brown to slowly open his eyes, his body still. He nods after a short murmur from behind the camera, before starting to speak]
Karl: The funny thing about this profession is that the best place to relax is normally at the arena. The best time is a few hours before the first match. After that, all hell normally breaks loose with technicians and staff running around. Before getting to the arena, there’s always training, interviews, and fans eager for autographs and photos. With the schedule I keep, there’s very little time to sit and rest. That’s why I normally tape these things in forests or by rivers – somewhere peaceful, away from the noise and bustle of the wrestling world.
These last few hours before any event, whether it be a Pay Per View bonanza watched by millions around the world, or an independent house show in front of a hundred and fifty, are precious. They help to focus the mind. Even when you’re inactive like I was recently, you don’t get much time to yourself. Tournaments always crop up.
Of course, this one is a little different to what I’m used to. The two exterior tournaments I’ve been in before were held on one night each, the winner decided via a series of elimination matches. This time the matches are one on one, held across four cities in the first three rounds, before we progress to the semi-finals and finals. This is a tournament in the more traditional sense, but still, everyone in it needs their moments alone, the time of reflection.
I would like to apologise to the fans, and to the TEAM management, for not being more vocal before the last few days. I don’t know what Shane’s excuse is, and I’m not interested. I have no real excuse besides training, and that is hardly an excuse. Almost everyone else has come out and had things to say to you, the fans. You expect it from the people you pay to watch. I promise I will make it up to you, whether you decide to cheer me or not.
I don’t offer any apology to Steven Shane, however. Outside of the ring, we can go for a drink together, socialise, whatever. Once we step through those curtains, however, it’s a completely different prospect. He and I will try to hurt each other. There are only a select handful of sports where the goal is to incapacitate your opponent for a length of time – and in professional wrestling we don’t get a couple of months off after a fight. All the old aches and pains roll from night to night, until our bodies shut down and can’t take it anymore. That can happen at any time. What stops it from happening is the mental strength and endurance we have. It’s the same mental endurance that stops mistakes from being made. Wrestling, unlike any other sport of its ilk, is as much mental as it is physical, perhaps even more so. That’s why, when I get the chance to, I train for extended periods that would damage the health of most people. I don’t do it always for the physical endurance – I do it to train my mind to push me further and further, keeping technique crisp and sharp so that at any point in the workout I hit for the same, full force that I did at the beginning. That’s what it takes to be better than the best, to improve day after day.
Of course, not everyone can improve day after day. If you practice sloppy technique, you don’t miraculously get perfect technique – you make permanent your sloppy technique. Practice only makes perfect if you can improve and fight the permanence practice strives for.
Only when you have crisp technique and a strong mind, able to shake the aches and pains, able to force the body to go harder and faster, are you able to set foot in that ring with the skills you need to hurt someone to the point their body and mind gives up. They don’t have to be unconscious – if they lose their mental strength and discipline, they make mistakes which can be capitalised on. Knocking an opponent out so they stay down for the three, or on the outside for the ten, or putting them in so much pain they fear for their own safety to the point they submit – those are bonuses brought about by sharp technique in the ring.
I spoke last time that Shane was far from sensational, and I still believe that. Until he proves to me otherwise, in the ring later today, he’s only above average. He has to come out and try and hurt me more than I can hurt him, and I don’t see how he can do it after the performances I’ve entered in earlier matches in my career. Not only have I taken hits, I’ve given them out. Some of the names I’ve defeated on the way to this match make pretty impressive reading. My path to this tournament has seen me fight on my own, week in and week out, against different opponents in different matches. Some would say that for someone with just over two years experience under my belt, getting to the second round of this illustrious tournament is a hell of an accomplishment. But, in reality, it’s another day for me. Another chance to go out to the ring, keep my technique crisp, and see where I am now. This match isn’t about who has beaten who before, or held what. Those who live their lives on past exploits, and those who dwell on them, are doomed to stay in the past. Those that look forward, those that look to their own self-improvement, and those who look to the future, those are the great ones. The past is the past – wins and losses of the past have no relevance on wins and losses to come. Shane may beat me, but the loss wouldn’t faze me. It was Shantideva who said that if there is a way to end the suffering there is no need to worry, and if there is no way to end the suffering there is no use in worrying.
I hope Shane takes that message to heart after our match. Win or lose, this match won’t me, and I would hope it wouldn’t break him. Whoever loses has no need or use in worrying – whichever of us loses tonight just knows where they are now and how far they have to still improve.
So, good luck Shane. And remember, when your body and mind tell you to stop, and mine is still fresh, that you’ll know exactly how far you’ve still to go before you can truly be called Sensational.
[He closes his eyes again. The camera stays on him for a few seconds, before we FADE OUT]