Uplifting
The camera sweeps down the hall of a Japanese hotel before swinging around to look at a particular door. Behind the door, the muffled sound of music can be heard. The door opens under it's own power and the music is accentuated, revealing it to be Green Day's Boulevard of Broken Dreams. The camera moves into the room as the music takes center stage.
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's only me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone I walk alone
I walk alone I walk a
My shadow's only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
The camera searches the darkened room for a moment before finding Havoc leaning against the window, silhouetted by the lights of Tokyo. He looks out at the city, his breath causing the glass to fog. The US title hangs from his hand as he stares. As the camera gets closer, Havoc turns and brushes his medium length hair out of his eyes. A slight smile crosses his face.
"Guess everyone's wondering where I've been. Truth is, I've been here, in this godforsaken room. I was so out of it, I couldn't even get off my ass for something to eat, let alone go to a show. Not even getting in the ring could wake me up and usually I would never pass up that opportunity. In fact, it's everything I could do just to get up for this interview. Go figure why I'm even doing it."[
Havoc hits his head lightly against the window before continuing.
"Maybe I'm not cut out for this lifestyle. The travel, the constant injuries...damn, what am I talking about? I live for this, the only time I'm ever really alive is in that squared circle. But I have to admit, since that match with Malice, I've gone through more emotions than I can count. And it's not a pleasent experience."
Havoc closes his eyes and sighs.
"Every time I close my eyes I think about that match and a flood of memories and emotions return. Guilt, lonliness, sadness, I feel all of it. I bet Malice is getting a big kick out of this, seeing his brother on a downward spiral. I think the only thing that's kept me sane is knowing I have a match tomorrow. Heh, wrestlings my curse and my cure. Funny."
Havoc glances down at the belt.
"You'd think I was proud to be champion. Right now, doesn't even make a difference. The belt is just a thing that reminds me that I'm being hunted. I never asked for the belt, I just went out and did what I do best: wrestle. The belt was just a result of that. But I don't go out of my way to keep it, right now, that's just the way everything played out."
Havoc throws the belt on the bed and gets up. He goes to the bathroom and splashes himself in the face with cold water. Havoc sighs deeply and throws on a jacket before walking to the door.
"Guess I'll try to go out and have a good time tonight, but I'm not saying I will. Until I can put the past behind me, who knows when I can live life to the fullest again."
Havoc steps out of the room and the scene dissolves to the inside of a Japanese nightclub. Havoc sits at the bar, staring sadly at the dance floor. The inside of the club is lit with neon, giving everything a surreal glow. Havoc sips at his drink as he watches the club patrons bump and grind to the pulsing techno music. Havoc grunts and turns away from the dance floor, choosing instead to look as his drink, which he mixes with a straw in boredom. He sighs when he suddenly hears a voice behind him.
"Could that really be Christian?"
Havoc rolls his eyes, thinking it to be some crazy fan. He turns around, fully prepared to tell them where to go. What he is confronted with is an incredibly beautiful woman. In the dim light her green eyes sparkle and she flashes Havoc a perfect smile. Havoc's jaw drops.
"Still go clubbing after all these years. You haven't changed a bit."
Havoc chokes out a name.
"Valerie...?"
She laughs.
"In the flesh. It's nice to see you again, Christian."
Havoc is still shocked.
"What are you doing here?"
Valerie pushes her highlighted brown hair back and smiles again.
"After college I went traveling. Japan is just another stop. You're here with your wrestling group, right?"
Havoc nods.
"Even in high school, you were always on about wrestling. It's nice to see someone made something out of themselves."
Havoc, despite himself, laughs.
"I was lucky. But what about you? Do you still have my ring?"
Valerie holds up her hand and we see a silver band with a heart on it, a design much like the one on Havoc's wrist.
"And you still wear it, even after we went our seperate ways. I would have though you threw it away after I was such a jerk to you."
"No, it has too much sentimental value. It reminds me of the good times we had."
Havoc nods, thinking about his past. Valerie changes the subject.
"I've actually seen you wrestle a few times on TV. You're really good at it."
"Nice to hear that someone thinks so. Usually everyone just says they want to beat me up."
"Awww. Well, good luck on your match tomorrow. I can see you winning."
"Thanks Val. It means alot to me that you say that."
"Yeah. I guess I'll see you around."
"Well, I'm leaving Japan soon, so you might not."
"Oh...that's too bad. Well, it was good seeing you tonight."
"It was nice seeing you too."
They stand there awkwardly for a moment, then they shake hands. Valerie laughs and turns to leave. Havoc stares after her for a moment, and begins biting his lip, deep in thought.
"Valerie!"
Havoc sighs with relief as he sees her coming back toward him. He fidgets as she approaches him.
"Yeah?"
"Yeah...uh...I was just wondering if you wanted to...uh...go and get some saki or something with me...?"
A second passes and Havoc assumes the worst. His fears are for nothing though, as Valerie smiles her radient smile.
"Christian, I would love to."
Havoc smiles and they leave the club together. As they walk out, Valerie surprises Havoc when she grabs his hand and pulls him closer. The scene dissolves to the two standing in front of Valerie's apartment.
"I had a really good time tonight with you."
"So did I. Maybe you want to do this again sometime?"
"I would. How about tomorrow, after your show?"
That would be great. Good-night, Valerie."
"Good-night Christian. I'll be watching your match tomorrow."
"I'll win that one for you."
Valerie smiles and leans in, kissing Havoc lightly on the cheek. She smiles, mouthing the words "good-night" as she closes the door. Havoc stands there blushing, before finally walking down the hall. Halfway down the hall, he pumps his fist in the air.
"YES!"