Faces that look the other way
Turn their back on you, not a word to say
All I can do is sit here and wait
I never prayed, there isn't a God out there, hes fake
If it was real, there wouldn't be so much hate
Nobody can relate to a phase without praise
just insults about deadweight
its time to accept fate
sit and wonder how i should die
how long do i wait

Feelings be free, let me be
I hate the way you come returning to the scene
you was away for so long
Come back and now your mad at me
because i didnt tell you about me
You broke my heart and went away
left me for dead, grabbing my head
crying in bed, remember the time we spent
arguing about shitty things, full of regret
Things I resent, the wound become perminent
like my wrist when the scar remained
Nothing to stop me, i couldn't refrain
I ain't tame, i am lame, full of shame
i dont treat life as a game, cos nobdoy knows my name
where i came from, or how much shame
i carry with me, i aint got no fame
only for being a bastard, gettin plastered
getting high, gettin spiked, the buzz never lasted
it ended in an instant, thats when i came addicted
had to move home, but then got evicted
now i am stuck here, the past is back
its wack, but i cant take it back
You left me for dead, without a word
so i drown my sorrows, waiting for my turn