I watch the lights, one by one they turn off inside of my head
My life is on shutdown, it is just doing a memory check
Past events flash before my eyes, the times I smiled and the times I wanted to Die
Today is the best day of my life, but this is where the memory ends
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Communications with backstabbers, situations with no adventure
My life is a waste of time, all along I acted as if everything was fine
It wasn't only thing I had right for me I wasted and I blew it
Shes gone, out of my life, but the memory sticks
I dream about her nowadays, and she doesn't exist
Only in dreams, the palce where I am happy
Until I wake up to this nightmare and the knives come out slashing
The scars prove how tough life can be
But they do nothing but provide bad memories
When they bury me, the scars will show
I am gonna be buried naked, so my whole memory knows
I am in my place, I am dieing to my dreams
I am sorry to everyone, but that is where I wanna be